3.10.15

... and everywhere



somebody told me: you don’t live here anymore

in dutch the verb “to live” has two different meanings
“wonen”, which means “to be housed”
or “leven” which means "to live"

it made me sad
and i stared at the wall i had once planned to paint
but when i took the wallpaper off, the bare wall was so beautiful
that i left it like that

some of my things have disappeared from this room
some things i haven’t seen before
and i am no longer housed here
but i live here



good morning from my amsterdam garden


2.10.15

into the blue


i travelled to amsterdam
with three golden boats from poland in my right
and stones from the barcelona beach in my left pocket
to find a perfect blue sky here