... and everywhere

somebody told me: you don’t live here anymore

in dutch the verb “to live” has two different meanings

“wonen”, which means “to be housed”

or “leven” which means "to live"

it made me sad

and i stared at the wall i had once planned to paint

but when i took the wallpaper off, the bare wall was so beautiful

that i left it like that

some of my things have disappeared from this room

some things i haven’t seen before

and i am no longer housed here

but i live here

good morning from my amsterdam garden

into the blue

i travelled to amsterdam
with three golden boats from poland in my right
and stones from the barcelona beach in my left pocket
to find a perfect blue sky here